The Dreams

The days, weeks and months after my miscarriage, I had lots of things happen in my sleep. Some nights I had night terrors. Some nights I woke up in pain. Some nights I slept very peacefully. While there are other nights, I have had some very detailed dreams that have given me peace and comfort.

The Dream About the Giggling Baby…

There was one dream I had about a month after my D & C. I was sitting on my couch in the living room, and in front of me laid a baby. The baby was in a bouncer wearing a sweet pink sleeper. The baby looked to be a few months old. She had a smile that lit up the room. Her eyes were big and dark brown. Her skin was of a sweet completion that resembled chocolate milk. I sat on the couch cooing and playing with the baby. The baby giggled and smiled back at me. I then remember saying “What’s your name? Is it Mackenzie?… No silly!” I then woke up with a huge smile on my face. I was so happy. The dream felt so real. I thought about the dream for a moment and then was slightly confused. What was the baby’s name?

The Dream About the Little Girl with Curly Hair…

About two months after my D & C, I had a dream about a little girl with black curly hair. She looked to be about 5 and very active. I watched her from a front room window playing outside. She was chasing a butterfly. It was beautiful. Having that dream was almost like God sending me a message, and telling me my little girl Mackenzie was okay.

The Dream About Being Pregnant Again…

I recently had a dream I was pregnant again. In this dream I was in a field taking maternity pictures with my husband. I was smiling. I was happy and I was healthy. When I woke up from the dream I was crying with happiness. A few months ago, I never would have thought that being pregnant again would make me so happy.

I’m thankful for the dreams. Even if these dreams don’t exactly come true the way I hope… they at least give me comfort. ❤️

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